Only cared about the sheet£¿That's not selfish.I don't know how to speek it in English."abnormality"?
it scared me to read that, jo... not yours, hers..haha...my poor lil mind to the OP.... if you want a relationship to work, be mature, love yer man, be chaste, and respect yourself (if you 'pretend' to be a whore by allowing your body to be used - not as a whore's, but lower, without even a price - what's even the difference anymore? fuck buddies? come on)..... you seem like you'd be a nice person, so you really shouldn't do such risky harmful things. whether or not it 'harms' you immediately, sooner or later it will all catch up with you (as everything will) and to say the least it won't be pleasurable... fall in love with a nice gentleman who will respect and take care of you, and of course, LOVE YOU....not lust after your body in unnatural ways, hinting about love to trick you, just to get off.... of course, if you LIKE being treated like a free slut, to be taken in unnatural ways and bleed all over the place, be my guest....but it's a shame any woman, any human being would place themselves in such a position. sigh :\