I experienced a guilty boner last weekend. Beautiful weather, mid seventies and lots of people out in the neighborhood. An old friend was at her daughter house and her daughter has a stepdaughter who is early HS age. My female friend who I want to fuck drops by and we have a beer on the deck and the step grand and friend are there as well. The two young ones are scantily clad and end up in a chaise lounge trying to take advantage of the sun. I’m facing them since my hot little 60 year old friend is also facing the sun. After a couple of minutes and thank God for sunglasses, one of these young girls is providing a view up her loose fitting short gym shorts. I looked away at first but the view kept getting better, after my second look I was immediately hard, faster than I’ve gotten hard in a long time. I’m trapping it against my thigh to keep it from springing straight up. Then I’m getting so horny I start coming on to my friend as subtly as I can and she surprisingly really likes it but nods toward the girls like “ not in front of them.” My friend starts suggesting since the sun is so good the girls should go home and change into bathing suits and layout on their own deck. At this point I’m conflicted and brain dead from the best erection I’ve had in five years, I’m getting to look at a young shaved pussy and I really didn’t want it to leave. They left and my friend went into the house to get two more beers, I didn’t want to stand up. When she came out she sat under the covered part of the deck. I had to stand and walk 15 feet toward her. She stood looked to her right at the neighbors pool and I hustled over to quickly sit and to my surprise she turned and put her arms around me in a hug. Boom, it’s up against her stomach. She was surprised and happy, commenting “ oh boy” She touched me right away and I was quickly trying to get her shorts undone as we made out. She went inside my shorts and I can’t believe it but I suddenly knew I was going to ejaculate. As soon as she started stroking me I just busted. I was embarrassed and she was flattered, had she known why I was so aroused I’m sure she would not be as happy as she seemed. Later that night she came back and we had a nice long fuck, my first one in about five years. I have had so much guilt though, the entire time we were fucking I could not get over the perverion I felt staring at that girl pussy for a good ten minutes. Obviously I can’t tell my friend but I still have this strange feeling. I have to say had the circumstances been different and the girl was alone I was in a state where I would not have done the right thing if the girl had say seen my hard on and been welcoming. That never would have happened but I wonder why at my age I was so enthralled by her. 20 years ago I would have moved so I couldn’t see her snatch. I feel awful about it and now as I write this I’m feeling even worse.
Never had a guilty boner. Every boner I’ve had I had for a reason. I ain’t gonna bullshit. If friend wasn’t there & the high schooler was down to fuck I’d take her right there
Not a phrase I have heard before. If I have had a boner in a spa I have usually sat cross legged or in a yoga position to hide it and it then goes away, which perhaps is easier once you are older as I am. When younger in the few instances I had one in public, I treated it as a matter of fact thing and only once ever had any comments. I used to occasionally get hard when showering after sport at school, and no comments were ever made- there were a couple of other boys who had them from time to time, but no touching or sexual activity ever took place. Later on in my early experiences of mixed nude saunas I had one on a couple of occasions, and one woman did notice and comment about 'being able to get a man to attention'.