Growing up knowing I am a crossdresser

Growing up knowing I was into crossdressing started when I was 8 years old.Remember going into my mom's room and finding her pantyhose trying it on and I loved it.She suspected there was something about me way different than my two older brothers and younger brother.Did figure it out,I was the happy male whom liked to dress as the opposite gender Female.I finally told her that I liked dressing as a girl at times.Did listen to me very well and let me dress at home.My dad,he had a tough time with it and did take him time to accept this is me.My brothers,they learned very well I always been the brother with a feminine side to me.It was part time at first.Then after I started living on my own,Knew I wanted to crossdress fulltime as Holly fulltime.Finally at age 23,completely purged of my male wardrobe living a great life as Holly fulltime to this day.Married to a great supportive wife Heather,she has been into men dressing as women.

 

I knew that I loved the female wardrobe more,more stylish and comfortable to wear.

 

Wife loves having a shopping partner too and have our nails done together as well.She knows I love shoes and handbags.My family,they see me much happier as Holly fulltime to this day

 

My mom,she says I look better in a dress.This includes from my dad and brothers including other family members and friendsMemories of it,I remember as a young man seeing my mom wearing dresses and heels when we went to formal events and weddings.I hated wearing the suits and ties and wanted to wear the dress and heels

 

I live a happy life as male and love dressing as a woman fulltime

 

I don't know about Holly, but I identify as pan-gender. I truly feel my best in the knowledge that I embody the entire gender spectrum.

The binary thing is so confining and constricting, similar to what are considered "men's clothes", an arrangement of garments that splits a person in half right at the waistline. My favorite garment is one I picked up for less than a dollar at the bargain rack of a thrift store not too long ago, a plain spandex full length dress with long sleeves. It fits loosely, but gently clings along my entire length in a constantly changing pattern when I move about. When I wear it, it unifies my whole body with no sense of constriction or bifurcation. It gives me a comforting sense of wholeness.

 

Other family members noticed it too,saw I acted feminine at times.My dad's side of the family,my Aunt Francine noticed I loved wearing her heels although they were too big for me.Aunt Kathy,she caught me putting her make up on a couple times too.Both saw I was going to grow up feminine in a way and they were right.Both see me happy as Holly fulltime and know I am never going to dress as male anymore

 

Wife saw a change in me in July,I wasn't being myself and asked me which I opened up to her.There was a part of my life in my early teens,having the feelings I was born the wrong gender.I was 13 or 14 when this happened.