Good Bye

Those E's will send you mad quicker than years of abuse. All teenagers go through a dark period its a part of learning who you are but certain drugs can leave you stuck in an unwanted frame of mind. My only advice is forget the past its already gone.

 

Yeah, yours was pretty good haha.

Let's be real though...if you were seriously suicidal and actually wanted to kill yourself, you'd be dead. Instead, you're on an internet forum telling people about how crappy your life is. I apologize if my opinion isn't one that you want to hear.

P.S. Why would you take acid when you're contemplating suicide?

 

jester your avatar is pretty cool

 

right... just wait dude... you'll end up in a few periods of this in life... its called LIFE... just wait til you're out of school and out of college and the pressure drops on you to do something with your life... theres waaaaaay more downs and ups in life when you actually gotta start making a living and live in the real world.. if you dont think you can stand living life at 15... when everything is paid for you.. you dont worry about rent.. clothing.. food... or anything else that costs money... wait til you're on your own...

 

Yea, then wait until you have a baby! Actually, lol my son made my life make much more sense, and I am way happier.

But bills still suck!

 

oh yea.. forgot about those unexpected "packages of joy"

 

hey man, i love suprises! and he was the biggest mo fuggin suprise i ever got!

 

yea... i dated a girl with a 2y/o for a couple months... it put life in a better perspective for me as well...

 

I noticed that with some people, I known people who have dated people with kids, same thing happened to them, just nicer people in general, my son is only 8 months though, but the older he gets the more my life becomes happier. (probably becuase he cries less)

 

wait til 2 1/2-3... you'll wanna kill'em at times.. even the nicests kids have by far the worst tantrums...

 

Yea and they scream and punch you and shit hahaha I know I have 7 siblings and I helped raise 6 of them, and at times it was REALLY crazy

 

Bye, javican. I wonder what he's gonna do with his free time now?

 

suicide is overrated. of course you can escape all your problems by killing yourself, but then, what's the point. you're dead. not only that, it is said all suicides go to hell anyways, and I wouldn't want to risk that being true. I say, just quit smoking for a little while, then see if you want to commit suicide.
but, if you ARE going to kill yourself, at least do it in an interesting way, come on....taking a bunch of pills?? lame.....leave a mess for people to clean up if you hate this world so much, use an axe or a hammer on yourself....even a gun....slitting the wrists doesn't really work that well, my friend tried to kill herself and gashed her wrists open...she's still alive.....you could even try to poison yourself with puffer fish poison (tetrodotoxin), it's effects are very similar to a heart attack, and there's no cure.........

 

There will be times when your cold and wet. The fugu fish knows this all to well.

 

That just makes it sound like you don't know what you believe in. Don't not commit suicide because you don't want to risk going to hell...that just makes you even more of a coward.

 

No one really needs therapy, and depression can be solved without 'professionals' and pills.
As far as your emo BS, c'mon. Setting aside the silliness of a 15 year old thinking she knows much of anything about how life is gonna work out for her, NO ONE who posts like this in an internet forum is going to do a damn thing. It's a ploy for attention, and there are far better routes to take.

In summation, it sucks that you're having a rough time - but just about everyone here is having/has had just as rough if not rougher. Deal with it, and don't make silly posts like this on internet forums to attention-whore for yourself.

 

thank you!

 

uh no, i personally don't believe in heaven or hell, i believe in reincarnation, I was just sayin that would really suck if it turns out the bible was right all along....

 

You said something along the lines of "and I've heard all suicides go to hell, so that would suck"...or something similar.

So, what you're saying is that you believe in reincarnation, yet you worry about the Bible being true...makes alot of sense.

 

*LOL*