I fucking hate having to go to school every damn day and sit there while they shove information down my throat. I only get to live once and its the law to waste half of it in schools. My only escape is getting high but now that I do it so often im always scared my parents will find out, I can't stand it. I wish I had the guts to just drop out. I know I'd be content playing in a band making enough money to eat and get high. But instead society has to make me feel like im a failure unless i sacrifice 12 years of my life to listening to unsatisfied, fat, middle aged men and women who call themselves teachers. I can't believe im only in grade 9 and I have so far to go before I can be on my own, free from the prison of florescent lighting and those lameass chair/table/desk things. Why do I waste so much time studying if I get no results? School really makes life terrible. Why does our society put enlightenment before happiness? I'm sorry this is off topic but I just smoked a joint and I'm still pissed off at everything... I felt i needed to let off some steam.