Getting high for the first time... NEED ADVICE!!!

woodstock im not gonna sit here and try to talk you out of shit but i HAVE been madd depressed and i DID purposely OD on pills... and i almost did die... that was in march... after going through all sorts of therapy that didnt help i basically just got to the point where i realized wow... i let way to much insignifigant shit get to me... and now im much happier... seriosly not getting hish is no major thing... and to be totally honest if your getting high to be happy then thats not what you should be looking for... sure getting high makes me happy but its not the only thing that does... and if you let it become the only thing that does then your fucked... ok i typed more than i wanted to so im done., jst dont be stupid

 

It's not just this. This was the last straw. I've waited and waited for things to get better and when I thought they finally were and actually had hope for my life I got slapped in the face. It's hard okay?

 

dont give up, on life or weed, just give it another go

and dont feel down, your time will come around

holy shit that rhymed

(i just made a bong haha)

ps. topnotch - yeah this sig is groovy lol i drew the main pic while stoned as fuck a couple days ago lol

 

God I don't even know what to say. Maybe I'll inhale permanent marker are swallow a bunch of tylenol to try to get high.

 

hon, do what you need to do. but all i can say is that despite being a stoner, it doesnt mean any of my problems are gone. especially if i try to use MJ as an instant fix to unhappiness... that won't work. we all feel let down a lot of the time, we all feel pretty fuckin confused, and it aint gonna change. the only thing you can do is just remember that the earth is still goin round the sun, and that's still swirling in bigger space, and thats still swirling in bigger space, and so on. plus we'll all be graves someday soon (just depends on what you think is soon), so why not just sit back and relax instead? things will come up for you again! you need the bad times to have the really good times too

 

I just wish the bad times didn't outnumber the good times.

 

Damn WSC, weed is not the be-all-end-all of happiness, and neither is your parents' approval. Just do what makes you happiest and all will be gravy.

About the Wes situation; I had a similar situation happen to me not too long ago with a girl I was talking to at Job Corps. We were getting along great and it seemed that we were about to start going out with each other, then she met this other dude and told me she liked him and we needed to stop before we got too close. So, she broke it off with me and dated that dude and it almost broke my heart, because I alrady had some pretty deep feelings for her, as we had smoked about 100 blunts together, including 40 blunts the first week we knew each other, which can bring you pretty close to someone, emotionally. Then she broke up with that dude because they both realized that they weren't right for each other and we started talking again and are now engaged to be married.

All things work themselves out in time. YOu just gotta be patient and hope for the best.

YOu will have many chances to get stoned.

 

i just think its sweet that the daughter of a DEA agent is freethinking enough to want to try weed lol... at least you didnt get sucked into the propaganda

 

not getting stoned isnt the end of the world :/

i know things seem shit for you atm but it could be worse!

things will get better in time, trust me

 

Don't even get me started on the propaganda

 

Like everyone has said, it's not gonna suddenly make you happy. I can understand that you really wanted it and it must suck to have it fail 2 nights in a row, but things will always get better. Honestly, you're 15 years old! 3 years isn't that much to wait, it might seem like it is, but it's not. Then you can live your life the way you want to and do the things you want. We all go through times of extreme depression, we just have to force ourselves to believe there are better days to come. There ARE better days to come. Just be patient. Sorry it didn't work this time.

 

trust me woodstock you will eventually get stoned and probably enjoy just let it happen and dont force it so much. just let it happen, she is making me want to smoke hella bad but i dont have a lighter although i do have prerolled joints i'm just that lazy. But anyway WSC keep your head up and you will soon become a head, girlscouts honor.

 

man... take a deep breath and come back to earth... learn meditation or lucid dreaming, or astral projection if you want to have a different state of mind so badly...
But don't kill yourself man... that's ridiculous... you gotta learn to laugh at those kind of things... the only way you can joke at life like it jokes on you is by accepting it, and actually becoming stronger and laugh at life, be happy ... happiness is not something you get from drugs, or actions, or events... its a state of mind, I can decide to be happy if I want with my eyes closed on a chair...

Learn to control your emotions, and remember... suicide is the easy wimpy way out... the brave people arent' the ones who commit suicide... The ones whom are weak or mentally unstable are.

And you're none of that... you're just a typical 15yr old girl in a cloud of emotions.

 

or here... something that will most likely make you not kill yourself ... real hippies are all happy people... because they know how to live their lives and have a great mind control... now be one and be happy

even though they were on the streets without food they were ecstaaatic man.. just living... now live and be HAPPPPYYY...

 

Finally, you smile

 

Woodstock, go get a pack or 2 of beer and get drunk.

 

aw lol

 

I can't help it. Think of all those lameass "above the influence" adds they shove in our faces. It's funny how dumb people can be.

 

Yeah, the bastards! I am glad to see that you chose not to fall into all of that bullshit though. Kudos

 

Let's turn that frown upside down! ---> !!!