Getting Back Out There After Relationship

Ok soo.. About 3 months ago I broke up with my ex of 3 years. He was boring, and for a long time sex with him was a chore.

I met this guy years ago, and recently just ran into him. We ended up texting and he admitted he was glad he ran into me, and that he has always wanted to ask if I wanted to get together for some fun.

I have also always thought about it, but I'm very shy and awkward. So, in my 20s I have had one long shitty relationship, and I don't know what the fuck I am doing.


I'm shy, awkward, I hate my body but I'm coming to turns that I'm stuck with it. And I forget how sex is even initiated.. For the last year I waited until my ex was asleep so I didn't have to deal with his sad attempts at it, thankfully succeeded the majority of the time.

I slept with people before him.. But I just feel like I forget everything.. Nevermind I was a teenager so it was all pretty terrible anyways.. Drunk and quick..

Oh god someone please walk me through what I have missed out on..

I'm not trying to keep him, I just need to get laid and he is tall and sexy.

 

If you hate your body, I doubt you'll really enjoy the sex...maybe work on that first?

 

Nobody likes sex with a girl (fat or not) that hates her body. Learn to love what you have, and forget your hang-ups. It will make for better times for the both of you, I promise.