FUcking anti--depressents=lame.

oh you poor thing. You just keep referencing to what a terrible life you've had. Please. don't think I haven't had my share of trials... and i dealt with it and got over it.

 

I didn't really start smoking until I moved... long before I adopted my carefree attitude. How did this drastic change take place? I had a breakdown and realized that a lot of the reasons why I was so miserable was because I was a miserable person. I stressed and worried over nothing, i was negative, mean, and pessimistic... and karma bit me in the ass, and I saw it and woke up.
As for the weed, for me its just fun to do. It opens my mind and makes me more creative. If the government and psychiatrists all switched everyone's meds to marijuana, I wouldn't argue, in fact, I'd celebrate and smoke a bowl with the world.

 

You said it yourself, right there. This time, I've got you. What a terrible life I HAD.

I don't have that many problems anymore. So, what, is it so bad to remember what used to be? I'll ask you a question. Do you think inhalants are dangerous? Ever tried them? If you haven't, don't. If you have, you might've been in the same boat I was in. Every time I hear a kid talking about how they're gonna go take a few hits off of some volatile inhalants, I stop them and tell them my story. It always ends one of four ways.

1.*look in their eyes like they just came off a bad acid trip, and whispering* "holy fuck, man. Shut up. Don't talk about it anymore."
2. I ain't doin' that shit. No fucking way man.
3. Fuck you, stupid ass. If I wanna kill my brain cells, I damn well will.
4. Glad you cleaned yourself up, and thanks for the advice. I'll do something safer.

But still, I talk about the life I had not the life I have.

Still, without my meds I'd be much less pleasant to deal with. I would drive you batshit crazy within a few hours.

 

I am little bit worried about the next time I smoke and have some brownies when I visit my sister, cause I have not smoked in 8 months, and I have went down hill for awhile. And I found out from my psychiatrist that I Have a bi boiler disorder, and impulse behavior always having to keep cleaning something or reorganizing my draws and 3:am I just got put on another medicine to help with the impulse behavior, and sleeping better. Cause, when I would smoke I would always have to be clean something, so maybe now that I am on this new medicine, I won't be doing that or talking all the time. What do you people think?

 

well you would think , since you have bi-polar and impulsive behavior and if its related to chemical imbalances that the medications would help balance it out, adn you could have a fun, chill, enjoyable high. but on the other hand the meds could react bad with the weed and have neg effects.

 

Negative effects, that’s why I am going to start out slow, take 2 hits and chill sees what that dose to me. When I was on anti—depressants I was fine smoking, but that was the wrong medicine for me, this is a mood stabilizer

 

another thing too is I worry to much

 

i would start of taking it easy anyway if you haven't smoke in 8 months, tolerance has gotta be low.

 

I agree

 

And I am not telling my case worker or my psychiatrist that I have smoked pot when I went to see my sister, or that I planed on taking some back on a plan with me. Cause they would say that’s reckless behavior. And substance abuse. And make a big deal out of it. And that’s total bullshit. Cause that’s not reckless behavior. Or substance abuse. Cause have the population has or smoked pot before and has taken pot back on a plan with them. Do you agree? or not?

 

i don't know if i'd take it on a plane back with me, cause legal issues. but i dont see it as substance abuse, you dont need it you enjoy it, its not reckless behavior, jsut sitting back chilling smoking a lil weed aint gonna hurt nobody. they say in my state its its the most common substance abused. haha its not abused its enjoyed.

 

I don't have any hook ups in town, and in my other thread about going to see my sister. You will see how I plan on taking it back with me

 

I really like anti-depressents. I'm on 40mg of Citalopram (Celexa) right now, and I find it's helping with my anxiety. Without it I was nervous and anxious as fuck, espicially when I was high. Now I enjoy being high. The only downside is that it's limited my drug use a lot. I can't drink too much, I can't take E (which I don't give a shit for anyway), also theres a shit load of other drugs that react dangerously with it, but it's not like those drugs would really help anyway.