some times surprsing of me to say this, but some times some medications work. and really help. i mean, the last week i stopped takng anti-depressants and already i was alot less motivated with my university shit, i was thinking more 'out there thoughts', n stuff, i had anxiety come on n shit. so as of today started taking the shit again. the antidepressants i take make me alot more social and make me more motivated to do my studies, and they stop me thinking about deep trippy shit(which isnt exactly great) but it all helps make a well rounded human being. if u dont get along with people, instead of going about life in a shit miserable way, do somthing to help yourself. do whateva it takes to be happy and social and live a little. fuck it, try anti-depressants, if not for depression for anxiety and be social. it sure is fun. do a low dose. do somthing, go for a run. change ur mindset, take the dog for a walk. make a conscious decion to stop questioning reality. whateva you know. you control your mind. take control and help yourself. cause no one else can really help u.
It seems the OP still hasn't answered the question. Perhaps a fear of being labled "psychotic" by his LSD using peers? But on the real, don't trust what shrinks say all the time. They said I had BPD, but I'm less inclined to believe that these days, then again, maybe my use of psychadelics cured it to some extent, lol. Regardless, why bother posting if your not going to tell us the full story? We could def shed some light on the situation I believe
the real trouble is growing up in a 21st century society, when our brains have been adapted for hundreds of years ago. in a quest for knowlege, u may find a wholesome sense of peace. lsd can only teach u so many things. the rest has to be learnt thro other means. having dificulties growing up and understanding things in 21st century society is diffuclult for everybody. our instincts n stuff are still imprinted from 1000's of years ago. they havent been updated to fit into 21st century society with crazy laws set in place. iv been learning so much amazing stuff in psychology lately its incredible.
I had no grip of reality..I was thinking so much that i lost grip and then i created a new philiosophy that actually helped me get a better grip...Its working better for me now than before when it was all in my head.
I have the condition called "Drug Psychosis" as well. Im also diagnosed with severe HPPD (Hallucinogen Persisting Perception Disorder). I suffer from extreme anxiety, especially socially. Small groups tend to work well for me, anything over four or five people just seems overwhelming. I'm in a very down mindset alot of the time, un-motivated ect.This is due to my extensive use of LSD, Mushrooms, Ketamine, and MDMA. Despite all this. Im told by teachers/co-workers/friends that how i percieve things is interesting, and are intrigued by the wisdom i have so young. I may have some emotional issues, but my logical brain is runnin like clockwork, and i love it
my story is sorta like this... i've been using LSD since i've been fifteen years old. yes, i jumped in. i've also been inclined to use mushrooms, ketamine, and mdma. i'm not using at the moment...on off marijuana usage...but even that can be abused...if used too often. which i was. daily. til about a month ago. all in all it's been a good experience, i'll let you imagine the ups and downs..... definably something i do not regret.
I LOVE MY IDEAS...Doesnt hppd make acid known for what it is?Without it new ideas would have never been acheived,thats what i meant lol i also have no regrets, the past turned my mind into something else :cheers2:
