I was honestly hoping to find someone of like mind at least in my state on this forum. I can’t even find someone within 5 hours of me. Where I live makes it extremely difficult for me to find someone else like me. I just want a cock in my hand, in my mouth and in my ass so badly. I want to bury my cock in another mans ass. I want, need, crave a cock. I’ve never even touched one other than my own and after 20 years of dreaming about it it’s literally all I can think about. It dominates my mind from the second I wake up until I close my eyes at night. I want it so bad!
I have in a couple different areas of this forum. With no luck. And I’m definitely not going to actively go out in public looking for someone. It’s like I’m literally waiting for a chance encounter of someone hitting on me. The odds on that happening are basically zero. I live in a small town where everyone knows everyone so that drastically reduces my odds of finding someone local. I need to experience this! I’ve wanted it since I was probably 12 years old. Now in my early 30’s I just can’t take it anymore it’s been 20 years of fantasizing that’s just not doing it for me anymore.
