Swallow some band-aids it should help to wound it...or better, swallow a large needle with the sewing thread they use in hospital.
what i would tell heart broken people is to count their blessings. at least the're not having to live with someone who might turn out to be a never ending annoyance who'se companionship gratified little if anything other then a few moments of pleasure in bed if that. huggs are wonderful, but if the only huggs you can get are from sources of harm, that is a problem. =^^= .../\...