Hello everybody I am a 42 year old married man. I have a wife two kids and a beautiful family. I'm here because I can't stop thinking about one instance I had 25 years ago. I really need help because I think about being with a man all the time I'm so confused on what to do because I love my wife and my family but I also feel like I should explore my burning desire. Would love to chat with somebody about how I can figure that out.