i just wanted to put down in words what i went through when i first tried acid last night and get some peoples thought on what the fuck happened to me as its too much to talk about with the people i was with i dropped 1 tab, 100 mics my brother told me and sat back waiting for it to kick in with my brother and his girlfriend who did 1 and half tabs each. we were in stitches at times. we'd just look at each other and laugh hysterically till it hurt like i havent laughed in years. then i'd zone in and out of reality and my mind would go off in tangents, almost a bit like MDMA does to you but without the gurning and buzz that mandy gives and a much deeper trip than mandy. i was in my own universe where there was infinite realities i could and did play out in my mind. the music and altering lighting in the room took my mind from one reality to another and time seemed to stand still. Then the really wierd shit started to happen. i got a connection with my brother and his gf that i cant explain and i felt like our minds became one and we could feel a telepathy and understanding. the eventualities i was playing out in my head felt as if they were playing out in theres too. the only problem was the eventuality in my/our heads was to have a 3some. no one ever mentioned a 3some, it was just like we were all thinking it and we all knew we were all thinking it. now i'm open to most things sexually but not a 3some with my brother and his gf. there was awkward silences while we all thought about the 3some. so fucked up. i lost connection with him as if he snapped back to reality and all i could think about was fucking the shit out of his gf and i could tell she was thinking the same thing. obviously nothing happened thank fuck. i swear this telepathy and mutual understanding of each others feeling and joint trip was the most real thing i have ever felt but totally contrary to what i know to be reality. at that moment i felt like i could alter reality with my mind. i cant talk to them and ask if they felt this connection what i felt for obvious reasons but has anyoine else ever experienced anything like this? i loved the trip btw, so many highs and lows, paranoia at times but that quickly disappeared.the feeling the following day is of self enlightenment and greater knowledge and understanding of the mind and its capabilities but at the same time i'm struggling to really understand what my mind was doing last night and how it created these changing false realities.. some nutty shit
I've had trips where I've felt like I had a connection with other people's thoughts. One of the weirder ones was on ketamine, when I was out late at night with a few friends and was thinking that I might have seen some cops down the street. Without saying anything, my friend turned to me and asked if I saw cops. Weird stuff. But obviously LSD is pretty different from ketamine. The experience of telepathy/feeling other people's thoughts is pretty normal. I think what it comes down to is that while on LSD you are more impressionable. There's also some aspect of broader recognition. Have you ever had the experience while tripping where you see someone at a distance that you seem pretty sure that you know, and when they come closer you realize you have no idea who is in front of you? I feel like it is a bit similar with your thoughts. You get some hint of what others might be thinking about, and with a wider range of emotions so easily accessible, along with that sensation of recognition, thoughts can get weird. It seems like you have a grasp of so much more than what is actually going on in front of you.
well considering you can't or won't talk to them about this to confirm that there was some mind-melding taking place, you should simply chalk it up to being high on LSD and nothing more.
Here's the one thing I've learned from LSD. On LSD you can believe any thought you have to be THE TRUTH, and your mind will bend reality towards your perception. I wouldn't think much of it, your thoughts toward your brother's gf are probably there though. something to think about.
theres definitely a lesson to be learnt about taking things in moderation cos had i taken more and started chucking 3some ideas out there things woulda got pretty awkward lol
Honestly this is something to consider. If you are a straight guy maybe on some level you find her attractive. But she's just a friend, your brothers girlfriend you don't have to do anything about it.
First time I did acid I had anal sex with a girl, not my girlfriend.... Maybe you need a different girl for the next trip...I had a blast..
So today I took my first tab of acid ever with my boyfriend and we didn't really feel much. felt more like the effects of molly... Is that a thing that some acid does or what? Did it even work?
It must have just been a weak tab. Low doses can feel like molly but strong doses definitely do not. If you have more from this batch then just take more hits.
I would suggest taking less hits. The acid was probably not weak. This rarely happens. You're probably immune to the acid, like a friend of mine.
LSD is also like a magnifiying glass on your emotions. You don't feel anything you don't normally feel, its just you are more able to recognize that feeling and bring it to the forefront of your mind. Those moments when you think you said something awkward, for example, are not any longer or more awkward than normal...they are just more easily noticed. It makes you more aware of what others may be thinking or feeling, which usually leads the mind reading game because you don't wanna mess anyone's trip up or something.
I did my first dose in Germany in 73'. It was called green monster. I saw ghosts coming out the the radiators in the WWII barracks I was in. I think LSD allows a person to see what their subconsciousness is thinking. As long as you're okay with it, you don't have a bad trip. The discoverer of LSD died a little over a year ago at age 102. He did thousands of doses. http://www.nytimes.com/2008/04/30/world/europe/30hofmann.html?_r=0
i doubt they were having the same thoughts as you. the vibe you put off was picked up and shared around the group.
I agree that any thought can turn into truth. That's the gist of tripping out I think. It's interesting to think about things, but I think there is a danger in believing some things. You may have all been thinking the same thing though. Who knows?
Sounds like a good trip. I've been there. A lot of messages are conveyed by facial movements, chemicals in the air, and movements... often I feel like I understand when someone says something that doesn't make any sense... like, where did that come from? Or a movement of the face... or something small... like I can pay attention and pick up on it. But yeah... it's better not to act if you are not comfortable about the reprecussions later... and both parties could deny it was the intention later... etc etc etc... reality.
