I Have been a member of Hipforums for Around 6-7 Years Now...Through Various Usernames... And Have made Alot of Close Friends During my Time Here...And Have Gotten to know People... Yet...Never Before Have I Felt so Alienated From my Top Forums Until of Recently... Never Before Have I Had to Prove myself on Anything Which I Say... What is up with That? Tis Only an Online Forums After All...But I just Think I Have been Around too Long to Suddenly be Feeling Like this... It Shouldn't matter...But it Bothers me When I am Here... maybe I am just Getting Paranoid...*Shifty Eyes*
Mud, I'm saying this in complete honesty, I think of lot of people don't know what to make of you. You have a habit of not being truthful, and there's only so much people can take before just saying the heck with it.
Ive always been confused about you...i mean are you a guy or a girl or a couple or what? Lol ive never really looked properly, its probably my fault,seeing as i usually just lurk about here and dont participate But ive been lurking about 4 years, under diff names, which is odd...hmm...
I never said it was important...i was just saying that was what confused me a little, but that was because i never took the time to look Im really not the kind of person to think gender matters
Speaking as a straight heterosexual male - you better believe it's important to know the gender of whom you're addressing, especially when the tone of the conversation turns to flirtation I've seen your pictures and you leave little doubt as to your gender Hotwater
That's how it was for me in a chatroom I used to go to all the time, I was there for like 4 years, so I decided to stop going in there, kinda sad... but I found this place, and I'm glad, I like it so much better. I'm sorry to hear you feel like that, the feeling sucks, I still kinda feel like that when it comes to this place, not many people seem to want to make friends with me here... *shrugs* I guess it happens.
Maybe you overestimated the depth of your online friendships It seems you invest way too much in expecting return from something that may or may not be there. If someone is going to ignore you/make you feel unwanted then how much stock do you want to place in their opinion anyway? Whatever the case, creating drama because of the attention you're not getting now isn't likely to win any friends or sympathy now. My best advice is not to broadcast the injury you feel because you're not the center of everyone's universe... it is exactly the payback a detractor feeds off.
Poor Alex Im sorry your upset. But remember, those who matter dont mind, and those who mind dont matter.