I have this huge, overwhelming fear that someone or some group of people will dominate my will and ruin my life. I fear they will pressure me to not work as hard because I have mental illness so they would think I should take it easy. I fear that they will force me to have kids. I fear that they will force me to stop hooking up because it's not "healthy." I fear that they will pray over my head and pressure me to be Christian. This fear is so overwhelming. I feel incredibly intimidated.
