Fuck.The.World. Sometimes the world is too overwhelming To much to do, to much to live up to, too much dieing So much that I can see the desecration and rape of my soul and I feel like crying But I must not but the feelings grows Just keep it inside and let the rage fester and grow For easy is not a word in my life It is scared and marred by pain and strife I work so hard and get nowhere For progress in my life is not like growing hair Nothing comes with time, only more time it seems I hate it all this so much I just wanna tear it at the seams The word is so overwhelming, I try and I try All I get is why are you so mad Alex, this is why Fuck you all! I need none of you This is for all the support I have shown all you But you haven’t reciprocated Now I sit here lost and jaded With a pen in my hand and paper in front of me I try to help myself, but nothing is worthy Your truths are thick like chocolate milk Is it just me or is this world on a fucking tilt Because I am the only one, all alone by myself With the feeling building inside and waining health I cry myself to sleep and put it back on the shelf For today is not the day, but it is one that is special I leave you with the mouth full of F.T.W.
