That's a pretty way of saying it. But, I know some people who really like E, and have done lots of E.... and well, they make the hole in the brain myth seem very realistic.
It could be a pretty way of saying it, but remember there are stupid children as there are smart ones :tongue: I know what you mean though, I really really like E, after mushrooms is my favorite drug from the ones I've done and I've done lots and lots and lots of it, maybe a little too much and I dont think there's any hole in my brain, or so I would like to believe. Yes, I forget things very easily and I'm extremely distracted, but I've always been that way. I do know a lot of people though, that I feel like I should go get them a new brain, but if I go back in time I can see they were always, hmm... stupid. I sound so mean, but stupid people while high on ANYTHING are just something else. I laugh, but it's rather sad. There are some very special people that come to mind.
When I tried E, I instantly fell in love with it. Everything feels perfect, music becomes you, pleasure is you. But do not abuse this substance, you will lose the magic... I mean, you'll still roll, but never like the first times....... You will miss it and search for that feeling, just once more please.... You also have to be very critical in distinguishing the truth of a situation and how it seems on e, don't let it become your reality. You will have fun, but you have to respect this substance. Oh, and keep the weed on hand.
It's a funny old beast to be honest, I spent much of my teenage years crazed out of my skull on the stuff and it doesn't appear to have done me much harm... That said, it has made people I know a bit braindead. A mate of mine's been taking it for about 15 years and he still stays awake from friday till monday every weekend caning it. Too much if you ask me. I cannot stress enough what digitalldj said about MDMA though, it's the only thing worth doing if you are going to take it. Despite taking mdma a few times a month I haven't eaten pills for a very long time. Pills, 9 times out of 10, have very little mdma content, usually MDA, MDEA and all manner of amphetamines, ketamine, meth, ephedrine, caffeine, barbituates and all sorts end up in pills. Even if they are pure mdma (which is extremely rare), you can't gauge the dose as well because strength varies so much from pill to pill so you could end up taking too much (or getting ripped off). Ooooarrrr they don't make 'em like they used to.... Also the fact they are so cheap is just a bit wrong- I can buy 2 or 3 E pills for slightly less than what a box of 20 Marlboros costs these days :-/ Not good. Pure MDMA on the other hand is clean, relatively comedown free, not going to keep you awake all night if you don't want to be, you can judge doses because you know exactly how much substance you're ingesting etc etc. Only buy crystals as well, if someone trys to sell you powder tell 'em to do a 'Stevie Nicks' with it. That said, MDMA is still a powerful drug and can have many negative effects. It's not all fun and games and can lead to some pretty serious mental health issues as well as constant apathy, paranoia and dulling of the senses. Like any drug, take too much too often and you become pretty boring. People under the effect can often be extremely annoying, chatting utter shit at you- which may seem like profound realisations at the time but is usually little more than unenlightened dribble. Inexperienced users take note- despite how you're feeling, everyone is not really your friend and though many will humour you and take your actions with a pinch of salt and a knowing wink, please have the consideration to not bend my ear for an hour with complete bollocks of the highest order or go on about how much you HONESTLY, GENUINELY, REALLY, ACTUALLY do love your gf/bf/mother/dog/the universe etc (and leave the DJ alone, you 'crazy' party animal you, she's trying to mix). Saying that, if you're with friends and aren't imposing on anyone then chatting bollocks can be fun.. Drinking on md isn't as dangerous as is made out but should only be done by experienced users (and experienced drinkers!). Most problems with E arise from uninformed, inexperienced people not using their brain or making a bad judgement. Agreed 100% about having weed on hand. Lots of weed. Piles of the stuff. Bags brimming with herbs. I don't quite know where this ramble was headed but final bit of advice: BE INFORMED and BE SAFE. MDMA can be just as safe a drug as weed if used responsibly. It was on tv?! Well, it must be true... It can give you lots of problems but it won't actually burn holes in your brain.
Okay, I hear a lot of people say that rolling is the best feeling you can possibly ever have and that it will spoil everything else... thats simply not true. Try taking a 5+ hits of acid and tell me the euphoria doesnt blow away anything MDMA could come up with... I've felt better euphoria on mushrooms and the research compound 2CT2 than I've ever come close to getting on E... and I have had pure molly crystals. That being said, I still love E- if for nothing else than the simple uniqueness of it. The intense empathy for everyone and everything you get while on E is unlike any drug I have tried. Dont get me wrong- many drugs (hallucinogens in particular) will allow you to really appreciate and love things... but XTC forces you to. That probably sounds fucking awesome- and dont get me wrong it is- but I think if you've done E enough you are left with the realization that there is no meaning behind the feeling. It is sorta forced on you- its effects grab hold and make you love and care and feel without having to think. To me, it seems kind of... cheap, I guess. Keep in mind I've done E around 25 times maybe.... so its kinda lost its novelty a little bit, but I do remember the first time I tried it it really blew my mind.. and was definitely a great experience. So definitely give it a try- at first glance its fucking unbelievable. But when I started to get into it I realized there really wasnt much too it... just undeniable euphoria and love for everything. So its either your cup or tea or its not. Like I said, regardless- your first time will blow you away- considering you get some at least decent quality pills. And with the quality of street pills these days, I'm sure its not something you want to be getting into too much though. On the subject of E rotting your brain; I highly doubt that bullshit is true. No doubt it has its effects on the brain, but it certainly isnt burning holes through it... The research I've seen has led me to believe that its propaganda at best
dude ecstacy brings a feeling that nothing else can bring if you havent taken it and are responsible i advise u to buy a few pills with friends and chew one up n swallow n ull prob end up takin that other one n end up having a memorable night.
i wana grow my own, i dont want no cut pills and shit... lol is it harder then growing cannabis ? :lol:
Lets see. Ive done over 200 pills in my life and was doing at least 4 a day for two months straight. Ive taken 19 pills at once. Ive lost 45 lbs during my addiction. I lost all my money. I lost all my freinds from ripping them off. Yah E sounds really fun, go ahead im sure it'll make your life great. Have a blast rolling tonight for new years fallout that sounds sooo fun. haha o and btw niggas in yac town and the D are starting to get crazy over this drug, niggas be popping all over n shit so theres parts to the drug that the "stoner kids" on the forums dont see.
Same with the "niggas" in the not so nice part of my town. They're on the "dung" all the time. They get fucking crazy over it. I've probably done about 40 pills in my life. It is a lot of fun, but it's also quite addicting. Everything is wonderful while rolling, but once it's over... you want everyday to feel like a roll....
I get mine form a guy who brings it from Canada straight to the burbs so I don't have to deal with any crazy D dealers. : ) Alos I've never found it addicting, because I have enough sense to know you can't do it every day even if you wanted to. It dosn't work the next day or even the next week.
I know orgasms are the same when your sober again, but one time when I was pekking on some E I smoked a menthal cig, and ever sense then I can't smoke when I'm sober. Its just not the same.
What are you talking about bro??? I did E everyday and got FRIZZLED. I went to rehab and the walls were moving and I was tripping for a week later after I quit. If you take shrooms multiple days in a row they wont do anything but your not dumb, you can pop E whenever. lol "next week"??
I will talk to my friends when I get back to school, and then me and you need to have a hipforums get together rolling experience at your house.
