... gotten to the point where they think i'm gay, retarded, stuck at the age of five, extremely socially handicapped, emotionally dysfunctional, and very lazy. OK, so I'm really lazy. But I can't wrap my fucking head around how these people, namely my Great Uncle, Great Aunt, other Great Uncle, Dad, Mom, Aunt, Aunt, Great Uncle, and everybody else i'd say. I have a pretty large family i guess. But man.. they all think these things i've listed and they even ACT on them. All the guys in my family think i'm homosexual, so they make these test advances towards me. I'm not going to tell them to chill the fuck out, because they deny it and use that as some false evidence that i'm denying that my in the closet! My entire family are full of con artists, liars, and opportunistic scumbags so you KNOW that they can turn any situation around on ANYONE. They think i'm stuck at the age of five. They think this because I reminisce often about this time in my life because that was the age of my life where i didn't have any fucking problems. They know this, but they think this means that i'm eternally forever and ever emotionally and mentally stuck at that age, and so they treat me with the most patronized behavior ever. My dad, whenever i achieve a small task when i'm helping him at his job, congratulates me with this shit: "WOW Good job son!" You can imagine the tone of his voice by what i'm saying. Its like saying "Oooo jeez ur da besstist of dem all! Gewd joob u a big fucking boy you want a bottle??? ooooooo doo dodododdodo" There is absolutely no telling these people otherwise. I have regular intervention conspiracy type things planned/operated behind my back so they can have a regulated industrialized sugar coating of my life it seems. Its extremely frustrating because I have nowhere else to go in this world. And i'm not great with new people, because for some reason no one knows how to talk without trying to get something out of you in Houston, and as you can imagine that kind of puts a weight on my head every time small talk between people just erupts out of nowhere and i'm supposed to take a part of that shit. They say i'm going to end up in jail, but i feel like my life's already being controlled.
Really? And what makes it any of their business? Are they like into this "incest is best when undressed" bullshit? Are you? Your assessment, not theirs. Are you? Well, you are 18. When I was 18 I was undersocialized. If you're 18 and they say that, it's them recognizing thier own fucking incompetance. Ain't your fault, because you're 18. You're trying to rebuild your life after they fucked it up. Ain't easy. Are you? Ok, that answers my last question. Ya lazy fuck! Are ya gay? If so, well...no. No, it DOES matter. Forcing oneself onto another sexually when one of the parties involved is not a willing participant IS sexual assault. That is like so totally fucked up. Next time one of them pulls that shit tell them "fuck off and die queerball!" and see what they do or say. I dunno. Either you take it and live with it or you stand up for yourself which means growing a pair of nuts. Then get the hell away from them. Quit living with them, around them, any of that. Just hit the road and get as far from them as you can. Time to cut yo momma's umbilical cord. Too bad for them. Fuck'em. Don't work with or for him, then. Blah blah blah. Hit the road, Jack. Time for you to live YOUR life to YOUR standards. As if we did when we were your age? LOL! Did someone somewhere like give you this totally fucked up idea that "the rest of us" had everything fucking handed to us or something? Like WTF do you expect? You're not gonna be great with people unless you start getting out and socializing with others. Houston doesn't sound the place you wanna be, so hit the road and get the fuck out of there. Only YOU decide if you're gonna end up in jail. Don't break the law. Simple. And keep your eye out for any possible criminal activity so you can avoid it. No, it's not a guarantee that you'll stay out of trouble, but it's a step in the right direction. You're 18. You're supposed to be a free man, now. Time to get the fuck out of Dodge, bro and see what life has in store for you. Unless...you want to be a little baby and stay at home with mommy and daddy and suckle off your favorite baba which they give you all of the fucked up shit you're complaining about, which means you won't have any right to complain about any of that shit because you have the opportunity to get the fuck out of there and make YOUR life better for YOU and not them but you won't be because you're addicted to giving your baby bottle a fucking tit job. So save yourself all the fucking trouble and JUST GROW UP AND GET THE FUCK OUT OF THERE! You're right there where life is such an adventure, waiting for you to explore it. So either you do it and love life to it's fullest or you don't. Your call bro. So.... Whatcha gonna do? :cheers2:
Yes I know what cha mean!!! People are always comparing ME to others.. "Ah your not like him,why dont you do what they are,etc" NO FUCKING SHIT........ I HAVE MY OWN MIND,I DO WHAT I FEEL IS RIGHT,ETC Thats the trouble with ppl now...... THEY ARE SO CONDITIONED/BRAINWASHED THEY JUST PLAY FOLLOW THE LEADER AND ITS SICKENING!!