With this recent cold weather its been quite depressing, ive been thinking about the past a lot and have been really sad because i miss a certain girl. Not to the point that i would cry but ive still felt like shit
I think I internalize way too much, i'm the most laid back person in the world and I let troubles just float on by...but sometimes I think those troubles aren't floating on by, they're just going somewhere deep inside of me and they build up and build up until bam, one day I explode and go crazy with emotion and cant stop crying. I think life would be easier if I spread my crazy out a little bit instead of letting it all come out in one big explosion.
awwwwwwwwww :grouphug: thanks <3 thats sad yeah, thats the same as me.. and i pretend everything is ok too.. when its not... then it will out burst out one day!!!!!!
I used to all the time. Then I took St John's wort, ate some cookies and chilled the hell out :eggnog: