Engaged and having second thoughts.

I'm sure you could be right and in the end yours could be the eventual scenario but I think the kids deserve a chance and I guess the only one that could solve this dilemma/answer the question is the 2 involved...

 

So you hook up with a guy that you arent attracted to you so he does stuff for you and pays for likely most things.

The guys that are going to get you hot and bothered are going to see you with him, then not want to have anything to do with you anyway, so you might as well get married

 

i'm sure a lot of it is due to troll syndrome.

 

I wonder why someone would move in with and get engaged to someone they are not attracted to in the first place? Why even go that far?

 

I guess. The ironic thing is, I always thought I had a small penis until years after I became sexually active and I did suffer from PE for the first few years after I lost my virginity.

I thought I was small because I entered puberty later than many of my classmates and I remember the mortification of going into the showers at gym in high school with my puny little dick when many of the other boys had pubic hair and big cocks. the fact that I was the only uncircumcised boy added to the terror.

The first time I had intercourse I orgasmed the moment I penetrated my girlfriend's vagina. For a long time I came very quickly but made up for it somewhat by a very short refraction period. I could go again very quickly (once I came, got hard again, came a 2nd time and then a 3rd without ever pulling out). I routinely would be able to fuck 3-5 times in a session and on a few occasions went 8 times.

It wasn't until my 3rd sex partner that I was told I had a big cock. I then heard that from several other women. One measured it at 7 3/4" and I read that the average male is 5 3/4" so I all of a sudden felt good knowing that my cock was 2" longer than average. Honestly I am very happy with my cock[ long, thick and uncut, my wife loves it deeply.

Eventually the PE went away as well, to the point that now I have to work at having an orgasm and my wife's vagina can only take so much of me pounding her. For that reason I am afraid to masturbate because if I cum it means that if we have sex later that day or even the next day the session will take longer and since she almost says yes why jerk off?

We all have someone compatible. I am a believer in strict monogamy but the sex has to be good for that to work. If the OP gets nothing from her current sex life she just needs to move on.