So, I haven't written in months. And for those of you who know me, you know that the irony of it is that I don't write when I'm happy, but I'm not happy if I'm not writing. And right now I'm figuring out how to deal with a school who has basically said they hate me for not coming to prom covered in slut-obilia. And I'm also applying for some really sweet writing deal in Amherst, Mass that I have to do instead of Governor's School, because apparently, I can't act worth a damn, and the same school that hates me for duct tape sent me for the wrong fucking thing. And then I look on Microsoft Word (oh, you lovely, lovely little program )...and I find 10+ pages of really really really ridiculously good material to send in to this writing institute in Amherst. And it makes life worthwhile. Plus, I got to see APT today outside of teh school. And you know how that goes.