Ego Death?

well im sure he would've hit the bongs before, but i dunno if all the time

 

probably man, probably

Do you like raw cinnamon sticks as munchies? Well tastebud munchies I guess?

 

Not knowing where you are isn't ego death imo so long as you can still comprehend what it even is to "be" somewhere. This is just based off my own experience but what I would consider to be ego death is when you lose all concept of self and being.

 

nah grapey can't say ive even tried one, im more of a chicken soup/toast crouton type sludgey mix , i dont care if it looks gross jungleman, its the freaking best.

 

haha! Well it looks good too.

I love making chicken soup and making the broth as fat and tasty as possible, then add barley carrots celeri and chicken pieces mmm. When the broth solidifies at the end of your bowl well you know its good for you.

 

arrrrgh! Stop iiiiit! Getting the munchiiiiies!!!

I really wanna learn how to make soup. I've only recently learned the ways of cookness.....can anyone tell me how to do it?

 

haha well im a huge lazy cheater and just use stuff from cans... though when youre baked you manage to feel like a chef even doing that.

 

It's so true ^^. I luv cooking when stoned.

 

Why do you have to not know where you are in order for it to be called ego death? It's the destruction of the EGO, the "who you are" not the where. I was able to say where I was but the meaning wasn't there, but far more important was the not understanding who I was...I remember trying to get a 2 liter pop bottle out of my bookbag to drink some, and when I saw my reflection in it, I said instantly "Man I don't recognize this dude." Several other times I saw myself in a mirror and recognized that as the person who has my name, but at that point I didn't feel like me.

I hate cooking stoned, I'd rather be eating. I can only do it if it's something simple like make a taco salad. I tend to make things WAY too big or too much of something if I cook while stoned.

 

Well ego death would come when this depersonalization gets to the point where your mind separates from your body, litterally. Your mind is free, and you cant do anything like talking or walking, well if you try to talk when the *waves* of ego-loss comes, you are just fighting it and you wont stay in the egoless state, you will get in for an instant, and come back to your body.

Ego loss implies that you dont even have a drive to do those things, you dont have ego. You are free from any desire... Anything you think is ego, in ego loss you dont think. You are conscious but not thinking.

On my first time I though ego loss really was physical death and fought and fought. Everytime it would happen I would see myself from behind with an empty mind. On the strongest wave I saw myself from like a mile away behind or something.But came back instantly, completely panicked. Then the spring came , and damn when it comes and you are not in ego loss , its like an atom bomb. I have more to explore from this state though, I wanna know .

About chicken soup well someone asked how to make it. Its really easy, just buy alot of cheap chiken pieces , ones with alot of fat. Boil them in a pot of water for a few hours. This is the broth, then you just filter out the chicken pieces. You could use em in the soup also but nah, its like jello or sometn. I love to add barley. Yuo have to cook it for like 15 minutes in boiling water before, then put in the soup. Carrots , onions ,celeri and whatever. The success is in the broth though .

 

grapey im so ripped and want that so much now.

 

lol

I want some too. Ive got nothing for food. My mate really doesnt know how to make grocery shopping.

Loads of cans but no can opener...

What are you doing tonight? Is tonight over in autralia???

 

Hey I'm from AUS aswell. Near sydney.

 

hey you guys could trip togeda.

 

what am i doing tonight? recovering from last night, where we camped and rolled at national park next to packs of kangaroos and it was raining lightly early all night just chilling with friends smoking seemingly nonstop listening to ripple about 20 times, got really wet, slept in wet, but enjoyed every minute.

oh, and a little birdy got "popped".
we were driving to the campsite and a little bird was in front of the big people mover car, chirping happily hopping around, and bounced straight into the path of our car and there was a distinctive cartoony "pop" sound... everyone was quite disturbed.

 

That is crazy.

I want to visit australia someday.