Hi guys, i've used vyvanse a couple of times before recreationally but both times were in small doses (40mg each time). However, today I took 120mg and after a little while I just slowly melted away into the present moment. I loss my ego and cared about nothing but the present and everything just felt so much different. I felt like I transformed the illusional and delusional past reality into the true, ultimate reality. It's been about 14 hours since i took the first 80mg and about 12 1/2 hours since i took the 2nd 40mg and things are still a little trippy. I also have been getting small visual and auditorial hallucinations but nothing major or intense. also i havent used any other psychedelics besides marijuana yet, although i plan on using some other ones in the future. im curious what you guys's thoughts on this are and if any of you have experienced anything similar. Peace! eace:
Another detail to add is that everything seems 3d (yes, i know that everything that is physical is 3d) but i dont know, its just kind of hard to explain.things seem to "pop out of reality"
vyvanse will not produce a real ego death experience. You may be experiencing tranquility, calmness, an altered sense of reality, shifts in your thinking regarding yourself vis a vis reality, and lots of other pleasant and interesting things, but these are not "ego death". ego death is much more than being "blissed out" and feeling a bit trippy; pot does that but you'd never say pot induces ego death. it's a much more radically intense experience, quite otherworldly and even supernatural, and presents with overwhelming alterations in the senses (you are unable to function in any way while ego dead, since there is no "you" to function).
So, it's been a week since you posted and your buzz is gone :biker: and you have posted no more, perhaps your entire "Hip Forums" experience happened during a time of "things seem to pop out of reality", perhaps :sultan: you were out of reality and will never be heard from here again?
