Effects of Expanding Awareness

Wow. Pretty amazed to have landed myself here. Being of a small suburb in the midwest, I can get very lonely. I have only had one friend who I felt understood my dilemma, and even we had hard times getting along. He moved two days ago. And even he told me he felt threatened by my thoughts or ideas or presumptions. The only people I know are people who I just can't relate with on a vibratory level, and many talk shit, saying I "give off bad vibes". It's so difficult to get along with them. Even my family is preoccupied with worldly ideas. My only source of inspiration is some of my mom's "new age" books, which pretty much helped me get to where I am.


Do I just tough it out? Is it really impossible to be happy all the time when you're living in an atmosphere of low vibration? I'm so lonely and depressed. I don't know what to do.

 

First, did you write this? Where did this essay come from? It's so amazing...and so true. I found this last part particularly enlightening Thank you for this.

 

Yeah, I'ts lonely...... I have literally nothing to talk about that people who can't "see" are the least bit interested in hearing! When I do speak I get that look,or even asked, "What planet are you from!"... I say, "The same as you ,mines just "bigger"!


You are right though, once you are truley "aware" it just happens! No reason to read or training regimen to keep! It will just come to you!

 

The skill and power of non-doing in meditation is knowing why.

MelT

 

aware people r all around...and they seem to know if u r as well... so go out there and start talking to people... by the by, melt, wat does that mean? why what? there are a million questions, not to mention a million answers to each question, which question r u asking?

 

love eachother

 

the answer to why? is 42...makes perfect sense, hey look, thats how many posts i have

 

my circumstance is of having gained complete controll of my feeling and able to cary my vibes to others for more positve feeling it was like this for a whole summer after the first time i droped then i droped agin and my trip was not obsucure at all just vizual then my presence of vibes went away i gained an understaing of vibes threw more droping but i never was able to gain controll of feeling vibes like I use too is there anyway i can bring that back?