No matter how many times I tell myself, I tend to want to call people I haven't talked with. Not necessarily to make peace, but normally when two people don't talk for a long time, no one wants to make the first step. Over the years, it seems like I'm the one who reaches out more often, but under the influence, my ego doesn't care much. I'm also very open when I talk. I don't mind sharing vulnerabilities that I wouldn't have the day before, even with someone I haven't spoken to in years..... But hell, I'd like to talk to random people, go into the AOL chat room-like places.