do you think that all the harm you do...

Dr. Phil does.

Yeah, I'm not sure either.

But I've seen a lot in my youth. It seems their isn't a plan involved, and we're all just floating around looking for peace of mind.

If I'm wrong, the plans much more complicated then I can concieve, and still doesn't lead a lot of good people to happiness. Maybe it takes more then just being a good person to get what you deserve.

 

Yes. I've been horrible to people in the past and am now reaping those past actions through others. Life has been pretty shitty. So now I just keep my mouth shut and let people see the hate in my eyes.

 

My life is great. Babes. Bills. I have it all.

 

I think we get what we give in life, basically because that is the mindset we are in.

If I think the world is out to screw me over, I will screw others over, and if I am screwing others over, they are going to want vengeance.

If I do an act of random kindness for someone, they will take that with them and pehaps continue that flow of energy.

Do I believe there is a physical device in place that does the checks and balances for everyone on the planet? No. But the flow of energy seems to attract to certain people for a reason. I call that reason karma.

 

Yep, if you have babes, you KNOW you got bills.

 

I like that a lot..

 

yeah.. I guess it does..

speaking of plans.. I think we should all live in the present, not in the past or future. whatever happens happens... but trying and prevent it is pointless... and nerve-wrecking! I am much happier and much calmer now I don't make plans anymore, well.. at least not plan my whole life or do or not do something because of what MAY happen based on past events or... you know what I mean? I just breathe now, think positive thoughts, and see where life takes me... without worrying. I enjoy the present moment, not ever thinking it's gotta end anymore... or thinking of how it's gonna turn... etc. and it's SUCH peace of mind... and if the present moments sucks, well... I don't get dramatic about it... I try and have a sense of humor instead

...avoiding drama is such peace of mind. Amazing how much my life has changed since I don't frequent the same type of people anymore. If people are dramatic... I flee. They drag you into it... make you like them... it's like a disease that's highly contagious. Let them wreck their life alone!

 

I think people are just as likely to live an easy life if they are disrespectfull to people as they are if they respect people. The logic just doesn't add up to say that life mirrors your hate back at you.. sure your adding to the distress in the world but its unlikely to come back your way.. and if you think about it theres alot of other negativity going around caused by other peoples actions.. which is just as likely to effect you as it is anyone else... So its all down to fate really. You could be the nicest person in the world and be shot in the street or a dumb inbred american president that commands the murder of thousands, and lives in a massive house with loads of money.. Theres no symetry or fairness in nature.

 

What goes around comes around.....



And then there is luck.

 

I always say that in the eyes of the universe everything is perfect, but to us, living these complicated lives, when we are seeing simply through out own human lenses, there are alot of problems.

Im very agnostic in the sense that I dont believe anyone can ever find the TRUE answer, but we are gifted with this insatiable curiosity which has helped us alot in our time...

The same thought enters my mind Penny, whether all the little details of my actions enter into a universal karma calculator so to speak...but I do not think that is so. I think most of us try our best to live our lives the best we know how (and this is repeated by every generation for infinity), coming upon realizations as we are able to look back farther and farther.

I think you are a good person, I dont know you, but I read your posts, and they rub me in the right way. So I don't think you should worry about karma coming to get you, because alot of anything is random chance so far as I know, and you are a free girl and can make what you wan to happen in your life.

 

But being shot isn't necessarily bad.. just a way to die.. and having a lot of money doesn't necessarily lead to happiness.. you know what I mean?

 

I don't really worry about karma coming to get me.. just.. having thoughts, sometimes, I like thinking about how the universe works a lot hehe..