When i was a kid, i was diagnosed with adhd and bipolar disorder. I think those quacks were just out to make a commission on the meds. I have been unmedicated for 6 years and never felt better. I do not act out like when i was on meds. Fucking doctors hindered my development too.
is there a disorder where you get extremely irritated by people and things they do? my sister has been coughing in another room for about 30 minutes now and im seriously reading to go and slap her. can only hope shes choking sometimes i watch the way someones mouth is moving when they are talking and i get urges to gouge their eyes out.
That is the problem, "knowing" vs. Living with it. Never knowing how to 'fix' it on my own. Each Illness a parasite of the other feeding off one another, ultimatally in the end never knowing if I will be shouting into the air " I hate everything and pissed off" then out of no where wham! " I hate myself and want to die!" Mix it all up and it is like combo of Virgina Woolf and Kurt Cobain with a dash of "What Ever Happened to Baby Jane". In the end, my existance is bouncing around here there and everywhere, only not stopping ever to rest as in one specific concrete existance. 23 hours a day these four rooms my crypt. My own personal hell. The wrath of the Illness consuming my being. Even Sleep is not welcome here as intruded for what seems like days in minutes terrorizing my subconsious being through night terrors. Awake is actually some better I am somewhat in control of my wakeing hours. Peace to all --Rx Messed Up Gourd.
l have the eating disorder,,, l don't really like eating.. I force myself as l have to maintain adequate nutrition..