hey theres a DMT section in the psychadelics section, there's a lot of good stories that can be useful to you. Especially spicey cat, she wrote some good stuff abotu her trips with it. I've never done it but i really want to, it sounds amazing
what makes you think you wont get anxiety from the dmt? lsd helped treat a good portion of my anxiety.. so does dmt lol. i told my psychiatrist this and she agreed it can do that for some people (but of course not everyone) i do not ever promote the use of any substance to anyone you are a smart kid that is interested in important things, so i wish you luckk!
I don't feel Dmt is the best catalyst for self discovery and 'to change oneself,' I know there are some who would argue that point tho. I do think DMT is at the top of the totem pole of psychedelics as far as a psychedelic trip goes. There are a few other psychs that match it in intensity maybe but the dmt experience is just so much more direct, structured, alien, awe-inspiring, full than any other Psychedelic I've experienced. Enlightening almost seems like a disrespectful term to the experience, its like a wonderous secret that almost creates more questions than it answers, but just having experienced it satifies me.