My whole adult life, I’ve always been dissatisfied with sex. I mean, it’s enjoyable, I have fun, it feels good, but it’s not as satisfying as I want it to be. I think this stems from childhood sex abuse I endured. I compare my sex life now to the sex I was having then. At the time, I didn’t understand that I was having sex and I didn’t even fully understand the concept of sex, but because I willingly participated and never felt fearful in those moments, I never had a negative feeling toward doing those things. And even now, looking back I don’t think of those as bad times in my life, but at the same time I am ashamed of it. I don’t know if that makes sense. But I think those experiences when I was younger get in the way of me being able to fully enjoy sex now. Has anyone gone through anything similar, and do you have any advice?