Disgusting!!!

why did she ruin it?

 

let me guess, "im too sore" my ex used to pull that shit all the time, man i hate her, she ruined all things romantic that i did, fuckin psychopath. thats why im no longer a romantic, she ruined me for all the girls that wanted one

 

lol you always make me laugh.

Sometimes with my ex when he was on coke I would let him go for hours even though I was really in immense pain! That's what's great about lube. It helps with that a lot. I used to try to disguise my painful moaning for sexy moaning and screaming!! haha

I hate him too. When he wasn't on coke he'd come in like 10 minutes, and go to sleep.

 

no im not talkin about rough cocaine sex, im talkin soft "i love you" sex, full of kisses and tenderness

 

well of course that sex is waaaay better, but still I don't like it to last too long. Sometimes I just want it to be over with lol. I guess it would have to depend on the guy. I don't think that I've ever been with a guy who I really thouroughly enjoyed fucking in that way. I wish I could one day experience it though.

 

I fuckin love that rough coke sex...leaning over her to rip a line off the desk...waking up with bruises from her pelvis and blood from your nose..ahh college

 

that i like as well, ahh the joy of coke, and sluts

 

lol the show that doesn't sound good at all!!

 

oh it sounds glorious right about now...not regularly but every now and then nothing beats it. Maybe I should go get a hooker and a ball...

 

a hooker? lol that's just silly.

 

is that a MSI reference? good song

 

not if i want to have roughed up hooker sex. She's an intricate part

 

i thought you had a girlfriend though? she wont indulge you?

 

mindless self indulgence??

wasn't an intentional reference.

 

no, not currently, although things are looking very positive with this amazing gal although she lives 1/4 of the way across the country...

 

Well I hope things work out for you. Unlike how they worked out for me!! That's why I'm up at midnight on vday posting here, and listening to Jade snore in the crib 3 feet away. :/

 

and if it doesn't work out, there's always the possibility of some other beautiful show-goer. There's always a door open in life. I'm sitting here at 10, when i should be at a show, but I have this semi-important licensure test for my job in the morning that'd I like to rock....like a coke whore.

 

lol well good luck with that. I'll be going to bed soon since I'm just staying up to beat the clock or something. I love sleeping, but I hate going to bed. I always try fighting sleep, and keeping the tv on. I dread turning off the tv, even when I can't keep my eyes open anymore. Or same goes for reading. Why do I hate going to sleep?

 

because it reminds you of being a child...children hate going to bed, especially 9 year old boys

 

so since when am I a 9 year old boy?? just kidding

but yea.. you're probably right. I had no problem going to bed in my old place. But maybe I feel rebellious or something living at home. Like I'm doing something I shouldn't be, and it feels good. Okay I'll stop bugging you now.