The desire will only grow..The thoughts eventually become intrusive..It gets to the point where you HAVE to know how it feels..The more you ignore the urges the stronger they will become..They will one day bring you to your knees, which is exactly right where you've fantasized about being
And, hopefully, when I am forced to my knees there will be someone there ready to allow me to indulge myself.
No, I have never tried sucking a cock. I have thought and fantasized about it, but never tried it. It's not like I don't know what it's like to have a cock in my mouth. When I was much younger I could get about half my cock in my mouth and happily sucked myself. I only stopped because of an accident that limited my flexibility and made it painful to get into that position. So, I know that I enjoyed sucking my cock. If I was going to touch and suck another man's cock it would have to be a specific situation and a very specific cock.
Just a reminder, once you suck one you’re hooked. That's all you will think about. If you let him cum in your mouth, the obsession will be even greater. Nothing better than taking a hot load in your mouth and feeling it slide down your throat.
Once a neighbor and I were hanging out drinking and the sex topic came up. He said he and his wife had a threesome with another guy once and he’d like to talk her into it again with me and him. It never happened but I know damn good and well all these years later if I’d been brave enough he’d have let me suck him that night. Fast forward 10 years or so I met a guy on an app and he come to my hotel. He was an excellent cock sucker. I sucked his. It was ok. Nothing wrong with him. It wasn’t as exhilarating as I’d expected but when I’m horny for guys I still look back on it as a good experience. I doubt I do it again though.
I only sucked cock once. The bartender closed his bar and took his pants off and sat on the back bar. I sucked on his cock for an hour or more but he did not cum in my mouth, I told him he could. he moved away, never had the chance again but sure want to!
I have formulated my idea of the kind of experience I want to have. The trouble is that most guys I talk to don't want to get to know me, they simply want the sex. I need a connection to feel safe.
I haven’t, but since reading posts on forums like this I’ve thought more and more about it. It seems to be something loads of people think about. Some have tried, others would like to try. I’d love to try. The ideal scenario would be a MMF with my wife….and she forces me to do it. One day……hopefully.
I've been feeling the same way. I've never been much for just casual sex. Especially because the people that you meet in those situations are generally very promiscuous. I don't like taking the chance!!
I don't think that I could ever enjoy sucking a cock if someone forced me to do it the very first time!!!
I know, but I suppose I should have put the word ‘force’ in inverted commas She might think she’s making me do it, but she wouldn’t know she’s actually helping me fulfill my fantasy
There's risk with just about anything, but then there's high risk. All these new medications allow people to do whatever they want and they don't care if they spread STD's. I've been giving head for 20 years but also not promiscuous and no STD's. I recently figured I had my fun and cut out all the baloney I was doing. Sometimes the smartest move is no move. using my head certainly has been more beneficial to me than stupidity.
Im with you there. Being smart and safe overides getting or giving a bj. Unless I was absolutely sure of someone, Ive resolved myself to my mind, our toys and my hand. It's the easiest and safest. On the other hand, its over quick and Im done, no hastles and I never say no to myself
I was on a very long solo road trip in 1992 that started in Niagara Falls after my first girlfriend broke my heart breaking up with me after a very tumultuous 3-year relationship. 4 months later I found myself on the other side of the continent in Washington state on the Pacific Ocean, when spontaneously out of nowhere, at 30, I all of a sudden had gay thoughts and desires that became increasingly more and more powerful that day. I found a store that sold gay porn magazines, and that night in my motel room I had the most incredible many hours long masturbation session of my life. Only decades later I understood I had internalized homophobia that had repressed my gay desires my whole life until then. It was being so far away from my parents, brother, and all my friends, relatives and the world that I knew that finally allowed those feelings to freely rise to the surface. The next morning, instead of continuing my casual travels, I headed straight to the gay Castro District in San Francisco that I had heard about, masturbating all the way to the open porn magazines of cock and ass on the passenger seat next to me. What a mind blowing experience a couple of days later to be in that huge gay neighborhood, seeing guys holding hands and kissing on the street, gay bars and strip joints. It was both scary and exciting at the same time. That night I had my very first man cock an inch away from my face at a strip show, in what was the most exciting moment of my life to date. It was still a little while later, when I was back in Toronto, when, out of overflowing desire and need, I sucked my first cock. OMG! That was so much fun that I couldn't stop, cock after cock after cock (over 200), over the next 21 years. But my internalized homophobia was still at work, preventing any anal play, until I finally lost my gay virginity at 51, by far the most incredible sexual experience of my life. Again, it was another spontaneous eruption of uncontrolled desire for this guy's bum and asshole, and for the first time in real life (countless hours jerking off to gay fucking in porn and the same in my fantasies, but never when I was naked with a real guy), tonguefucking his hole with a hunger of a starving man for over an hour, repeatedly teasing him with the tip of my bare cockhead against and a little bit inside his asshole (OMG, the most electrifying experience I'd ever had to that moment in my life), before finally giving in to his pleading screams to fuck him. I donned a condom and finally penetrated his hole, realizing in an instant that I was finally having real sex with another person, the sex I was always meant to engage in. It changed my life. Now I live,10 years after that, as a fully gay man. My only regret is that it took so long, with so much wasted time pretending to myself that I liked women. They are pretty and I find them attractive, but have no desire to ever have sex let alone a long term relationship with another woman. I only have glorious sex with guys now, and I've even been in love a couple of times, though unrequited. The biggest thing that I have learned through my own experience is how huge of a minority (perhaps majority) of men have internalized homophobia, hidden even to themselves, preventing those gay desires to become fully conscious. Even after sucking lots of cocks, it's still working behind the scenes in countless guys preventing them from moving past just liking a cock and nothing else about him or his body. I bet you there can be a massive amount of more full on bisexuality, and even homosexuality, in the male population (and perhaps even the female population) than anyone realizes. All because of society's bullshit. Good luck, guys, and enjoy at least sucking cocks, an amazing experience for every guy that tries it. If you are single, then there is nothing stopping you!
Yes, and it was out of curiosity at first, now it's desire. The first experience was clumsy, but I liked it enough to know I'd do it again. After that, it just seemed so natural.
Now, the memory of a hard cock in my mouth, warm and throbbing. Sucking it hard, right to the balls. Searing throbbing lust between the two of us. It's far better than I thought. I haven't done it for a while but I pull myself at the memory of it and can imagine a cock in my mouth as I do. I loved the vocal feedback, the oohs and sighs. Watching the come stream out of his cock head. I don't think I'd suck one through a glory hole. I have to connect with the guy as well as his cock.
I tried it early, first out of curiosity, which turned into desire. I had almost only positive experiences.
So true. Brushed it off til I was married. Needed to try a cock so bad. It was amazing… but now my wife knows and won’t let me do it anymore. cock sucking is addictive. So powerful. So tasty. I loved swallowing that daddy seed and smelling it on me for the rest of the day…