I have lately been real down. I feel like this burden to my parents and Ben. Ben drives me everywhere since I have no car and is so nice to me about everything and always has so much patience. My parents are buying me a newer used car and paying for school books. I just feel so useless and lazy. I try to be hard working at home but in the end it doesn't seem to matter. I feel just depressed. Any ideas on how I can let these people truly know I am grateful without saying thank you again... they are getting tired of hearing it.