the first time i did it i felt so fucking good for like the next week then the second and third time i did feel a little down for a while but that was only like a few hours directly after i came down then i was good after that iv only had a few bad comedowns and iv rolled more times then i can count. I agree with luckystripe i was the same way iv gotten up to like twelve in one night and cant teake less then four to six to have some fun it sucks having to take that much but thats what happens when you roll to much. and the spinal fluid thing is complete bulls shit the tests done that "proved" it puts holes in yuor brain was done by a scientist that doesnt know she because he actually "accidently" did the test with meth not MDMA. Its really a pretty safe chemical and isnt very bad with side affect. unless you really really over abuse. And iv never even heard of peoples memories getting so bad that cant find where they are in there house thats a bunch of bull shit to unless like your takin 10-20 pills daily for a year then im pretty sure youd be dead from like lack of food and sleep. i have a really good memory still. and just for the recored im 17 almost 18 i shouldnt even be out of high school yet but i am and about to start college and between last november and now i couldnt count how many times iv rolled if you payed me. from december until feb. marchish i was rollin on real strong pills anywhere between two and six times a week every week. i wasnt very healthy thats for sure but im pretty sure my brain wasnt really affecgted to much because i still have an iq of like 119 or something. thats just my 2 cents. dont believe the media and propaganda. mdma and lsd are beautiful chemicals just use them very wisely.
That is NOT true. Rollies are not in all reality cut with things such as heroin, coke, lsd, mescaline, etc. etc. most of the shit you hear it being cut with its really usually only cut with either caffeine a little meth maybe some special k. other then that its pretty much just random safe non active binders and fillers. And as to the original poster, its smart that you have decided not to with the reasons you posted but if you could get pure mdma it could be worth a try because it could also possibly completly disintegrate the depression problem if you use it very minimally. it is a possibilty thats happened with others before. they use to use it in therapy and counseling back in the day.
Only one way to find out! I don't agree with drugs, but it's up to the person. And from seeing friends take E, it seems agreeable with people to the most extent. They are all usually thrilled to be on the stuff, but that's normal I guess