i see where that comes from, and i agree partially ... but some people just fucking cant do what they want ... you never met anyone like that? that kind of person, who dont do anything but wishing theyd be doing something they liked. ... but just dont ... always different excuses for not doing what they wish ... 'oh i so wish that blablabla' ... 'then get the fuck up and go do it' ... 'oh i cant' .... its much easier to complain about it than doing anything ... ...not everyone would exchange cold comfort for change ... and when theyre elders and feel like they only got 'cold comfort' option left, they regret they didnt pick 'change' before... .. ive met some people like that ... so, its just my thoughts
It's all really such a mystery. As humans go thru life and see what the death of sentience looks like and is, with the maggots and the stench and the eventual disappearance of the physical presence back into the earth's cycle and realize our fate is the same,it's no wonder phantasmagorical worlds and beings have great meaning for most humans. We want to remain our "selves" when we die. I've come very close to it a few(probably many more than a few) times. I was only afraid once and that was when a guy had a gun pointed at me. Not much to fear if there's no pain after death. It just annoys me that the connections with those I love and those who love me--the friendships I have made -the adventures I have had-the art and music I was priveleged to see and hear-everything that made me human-becomes nothing more than nothing at all. Sometimes I wish I could feel that a god and a wonderful afterlife of some kind awaits ME. I just can't feel it. I need to go see my kids now.
I think this sums it up perfectly https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yt3Ny_BG3yQ&feature=player_detailpage"]https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yt3Ny_BG3yQ&feature=player_detailpage
