Take action to create a life you want. Action with positive energy. You get what you put in. If you put in nothing, you get nothing. What do you feed your mind with? Is it positive or negative food? Don’t be deceived, if you feed your mind with negative things you will not get positive results.
You're already on a rollercoaster leading to the same end, my friend. Ride it out. And if you're sitting in front of me, at any point, try not to puke. Just remember...there's nothing that anyone really needs. And there's nothing to really do. It all does itself. I guess I had a little too much to drink. I was just thinking that a death centrifuge could be built much cheaper.
Nope. I am lossing my mind. I dont enjoy yet I cannot do anything about ending it either. This way I keep living. I am becoming mentally ill, perhaps?
Those things were important aspects why you're at odds with your life. I doubt that has changed a lot. So now you're bordering on depression, apathy, alcohol addiction and maybe another form of mental illness. Uhm yes, other people have shown you can escape it. Unless of course you don't really want to. Wallow to the end. Just give up. The easy way out. Everything is better than trying to make an effort that might possibly, in the worst case, be in vein... right?