It was so sad to read in the paper. She ripped it up and cried. After months of trying to understand. She knew right away. She tried to think forward but it didn't help. She tried to think like everyone else did but she could not do so. People are different and everyone can think for themselves. My feelings feel red dark red. I try to forget but I cannot. You are far away and untouchable. I am still here and forgettable. I feel dark red turning black then turning pink. Tonight I will try to sleep.
