I think maybe it will be mostly women separated from their men who can relate to this but some men may understand it as well. I will be curious if anyone experiences something similar. Or not as the case may be. In this age of Covid I am sure that I am not the only one who has been separated from my loved one for a long time. I last saw my girlfriend in person a little more than a year ago. Since then we chat daily using the messaging apps and once or twice a week, we engage in cyber sex. In our case, since she is a transgender woman who is a top and I am a cisgender man who is a bottom, I help her cum while she masturbates. Sometimes I take a shower and show her my naked body, other times I use a dildo in my mouth or my ass, so that she is stimulated enough to have her orgasm. Either she is very horny or I give her good shows because it never takes very long for her to cum. Seeing her cock while she has her orgasm is both amazing and heart breaking. I would do anything to actually be sucking her cock or taking it inside me but I can only watch. As I watch her ejaculating I desire her with such intensity it is overwhelming. When I see the puddles of cum on her stomach, I want to lick up every drop and consume it all. Words cannot express just how badly I want it or how much her cum means to me. Afterwards I feel full of love for her and euphoric that we shared this moment together. I obsess about it for a long time. Until the next time.
I had the same dynamic when we first locked down. We used to have socially distanced meetings on her driveway and couldn’t touch for months. That was hard I used to get very fed up with not being able to see her. I had to use my usual large group of masturbation options to quench my desire. But of course it’s not the same as the warm intimate moments with your girl. I ended up moving in with her in the summer. So however much they lockdown now I’m at least with her. Do you live far apart from your girl?
Yes she lives in the Philippines and it’s closed to tourists like myself. Maybe this year? It’s great that you were able to live together. I think that happened a lot in Covid - people just decided to live together.