Okay, so first things first; I am currently in a relationship with a girl I love very much and have no intent of leaving (at this point in time anyway) but have had an overwhelming desire to have sex with other guys. Before my relationship, I did have an experience with a guy I found online. In short, we gave each other head, stroked each other but didn't cum. And that was that. I didn't necessarily enjoy the experience but I think that was mainly down to nerves ect. Also, he wasn't overly attractive either. Since then, I can't stop wanting other guys. Mainly in a sexual way as I can't imagine developing feelings, and admit I am an avid watcher of gay porn. The thought turns me on, but I am with someone and have never has the chanceto experiment. Am I bi? For some reason I almost want to identify as bisexual (probably as it's a massive turn on) So, should I go for it if the chance presents itself? Help and thanks in advance.
You are but since you are not sure what you want its hard to say what to do. I had a lot of experimenting earlier through my growing up and into my adult life enough to know i like sex with guys but not a relationship. I look back at some of my experiences and get turned on about the naughtiness. I talk about my experiences here to learn more about myself but leave any desires i have to fantasy.
i recommend not cheating on your girlfriend. if she's down with experimenting, then that's a different story.
