Craving Is Killing Me

I feel like a vampire that has been painfully needing and longing to feed once again after my last sexual encounter with a guy about 4 years and since then it's been hell hoping I have that pleasure to enjoy sucking on a sexy hard cock once again, sooner than later.

Needless to say it's been frustrating for the last 4 years.

 

Just gotta keep your hopes up. Usually happens when you least expect it.

 

I know how you feel it’s been over 2 years for me . Think about dick everyday

 

And that's how it was for me the last time, right out of the blue, was a great unexpected experience that I enjoyed and still think about often. Hope you get your chance again soon as well, nothing like it.

 

I have a gallery of hot guys with beautiful cocks that I jerk off to all the time fantasizing that I'm giving them head and dream that one day I'll get to give head to a guy again, the desire and craving never goes away.

 

I just really want to say thanx for being there to listen to my stories and frustration of not being able to act out my fantasies of what I've been longing to do for awhile now and for you being there to listen and share your frustration and desires to do the same, much appreciate it.

 

As i told jbsladder
I just really want to say thanx for being there to listen to my stories and frustration of not being able to act out my fantasies of what I've been longing to do for awhile now and for you being there to listen and share your frustration and desires to do the same, much appreciate it.

 

My last dry spell was for about 5-6 years. I started watching cams and camming on Chaturbate. Jerking off to all kinds of guys doing the same. Found myself always going cam to cam with a guy somewhat close to me. One thing led to another and now we meet up about twice a year.

 

I'm truly happy for you that you were able to get to your happy place other than just getting off through the cam which ain't nothing wrong with that as it's still an awesome way to get off but one on one pleasure to the fullest pleasing both you and your friend is a whole different level where you get to take his cock in your mouth and take his load and it's real and nothing can take the place of that and the same goes for your friend that returns the favor. I envy you both so much, good for your brother, good for you. Enjoy always.

 

The craving is powerful and once you feel it, you realize that it's never going to go away and that the more cock you suck, the more you crave it and the craving grows stronger...

 

Well said Gentlemen....

 

I haven't tried yet and it would be nice to be able sneak a session a couple of times each year.

I'm not on any other sites as I'm in a small town but I think there are plenty of sites for people trying to arrange a meet.

 

The more I watch gay/bi/trans the more my urges grow to suck some dick. To be able to take the mushroom head in my mouth and enjoying the pulsating muscle while in there. Once I get a taste, I'm almost certain that I would be hooked.

 

Trust me brother you will find great pleasure in taking that mushroom cock in your mouth to experience your your first load going into your mouth all the while getting him off and you. Sex is sex and I find pussy and cock are both sexy and inviting. Hooe your first encounter is an awesome one and one you will want to experience again. I know I want to. Good luck.

 

I go a week without sucking a cock and I crave it bad. But, after I suck one, next day I crave it even more.

 

It’s true, once you suck your first cock you want to suck more. The more I suck the more I want to suck.

 

Have never sucked cock yet but the desire ro do so is on my mind every day.

 

For me the craving never goes away. I'm always just a wink and a nod away from dropping to my knees. My first taste was over 50 years ago and no matter what role a woman plays in my life I always crave the feel, smell, taste of cock. Sometimes the craving is stronger, sometimes you get distracted, but it doesn't go away and I don't change my mind. It's a great thing to deal with versus never knowing how it makes you feel for real.

 

The craving and desire always stay with me as it does for many others who have posted here. My brain seems to be constantly in opposition with itself as to how to remedy that need - just go to an ABS, bathhouse, etc and dive in or reach out on sites and first make some sort of connection.

I wholeheartedly stuck with the latter option for many years....until June 2023 when I met with a man I chatted a with online. Neither of us could host and he asked if I minded meeting with him at a bar in Orlando. I found that it had an area where men could suck each other. Spending almost an hour in that environment was unbelievably erotic and stimulating.

Part of my brain was telling me I finally found the Holy Grail...a safe locale where I could suck man after man after man and drown myself in their cum. Another part of my brain is trying to tell me that may not be my safest choice. While the craving continues unabated, I seem to be leaning towards visiting that bar again....mostly because it felt exhilarating.