Confused

Hi I am 38 years old maried man with kids. I Supposed I am bi but I am not sure what I am. I dont know why I am here. Maybe to find myself.

 

Well, Welcome TO HIP.
Many here like you hon.
You will be happy.

 

Wow fast response thank you so much

 

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Well you found a good forum for discussing this free.
Welcome.

 

A lot of us have been in a similar situation. Appreciate whatever you find out and be patient with the rest. Sometimes it takes awhile. But just know you are you and you have the right to you.

 

So what makes you think you’re bi ? Are you sexually aroused by what exactly in the same sex ?

 

I like everything beautiful but I am married. I mean not attended to cheat her before I love my wife. I like watching gay porn. And I dream about it. I dont know if I try it one day but I am sure that I want to try.
May be in the midlife Crysis

 

I've been masterbating since I was around 9 and never stopped even after i got married and with kids. My wife caught me masterbating in a unlock bathroom door when she opened the door just as I began to unload....Not able to stop cumming she seen it all as my cum shot in my hand and all over the toilet. She looked at me in my eye's then asked me if I had ever been with a man I said "no" which was true then she said why don't you and with a huge smile she closed the door! A week later I sucked my first cock!

 

I don't get it. Am I missing something? Why would would you like guys if you jerk off? I'm not saying either is wrong. I'm just not following.