I feel like I can't share what I really want in bed because my husband may think I am a freak and leave. I hold back from him because well to be honest we don't match up on likes and dislikes in the bedroom. He willing to try anything that I want but I am afraid that if I show him how and what I like he might think I am a freak. he knows all about my past and how I used to be but what he doesn't understand is I am still that same person in the bedroom even if he can't give me that. sex is kinda a confusing thing for me. I have A LOT of baggage in that area and I don't really know how to work through it so I can just let go. He doesn't like what I love in bed and he won't do anything that will in his opinion take me back to the person I was before him. I can't help what I like and I love him so I would never walk out or step out on him and pleasing myself is only fun for so long. Any ideas?
Maybe the 2 of you could work out something that is 1/2 way. Some of what you like and some of what he likes. Maybe start out with some of the more "vanilla" stuff and work up from there.
