Confused... :(

Hey man, I know how you feel. Im pretty much in that same position. I think the fact that they mocked you should be enough for you to realize you just need to forget about it. Unless they had a converstaion with you and explained theyre own beliefs and were open to new ideas than thats the kind of thing I think you should just let go. Something that really helped me with this was reading Be here now by Ram Dass. hahahah, I seem to mention that alot but I really do love it so much. I don't know if youve read it, but in the core part of the book he really just reveals so much about life, and then every now and then he will throw in something that someone would say, similar to waht your family seems to be doing, and you just realize how absolutley insane it is. It gets you to the point where you feel bad for those who mock you and just put you down. Keep doing waht your doing
Peaceandlove