Ever Since my first sexual encounter with a man as me being the bottom i am now very turned on by the thought of recieving anal sex, and giving oral to other men, then i masterbate and it all goes away for about an hour sometimes less, but never longer, and then im right back to craving cock. What does all of this mean?
It means you are gay but once you have sex than sex is not on your mind. That happens to all guys straight or gay. The clearest thinking a man does is right after sex because he longer wants sex.
Can you still be gay if youve never fallen in love with a man but youve fallen in love with women? I am still physically attracted to women, just more sexually attracted to men
No like, do some research into what makes you gay. Ah fuck it. Being attracted to both male and female makes you bi.
Probably doing some research into what you actually mean by "falling in love" with a woman would be a better idea You at this point of time think its a no brainer, but I guarantee when you say stuff like "I am still physically attracted to women, just more sexually attracted to men" no straight guy in particular understands what you are talking about and straight gals will think they know what you are talking about, but take it a totally different way to the way you mean it. Just the phrase "falling in love" means 6 difference things to 6 different types of people. Are you talking more about happily ever after, or are you talking about having a similar kind of temperament more, common interests etc or to get a bit Freudian are we talking about a replacement mum thats going to cook you pot roast every Sunday or just more simply the chics are just going to be more interested in romantic (gay shit ) or lets get very VG and say the chics are just simply going to be more clingy and dependant and make you feel more needed also gay, bi or straight, you wont get just how much it was really all just about hormones at your age, until older
Your problem is that you see sexual acts as defining who you are. They don't. Just find someone you like and don't cheat on them.