I lie. And it's not funny. It seems benign to an ordinary person but not for me. I lie and I can't stop it. When someone asks a question, I will try to answer the question with a lie if I can get away with it. I would also devise schemes to cheat. These things I do give me the highs. I guess I'm covering up some type of deep-seated depression or inadequacy. I'm not a psycho-analyst. Just trying to find the answers to my own questions. Because money-wise, I cannot afford therapy. Are there programs I can get in for free?
Sometimes there are community health/counseling centers that can give you discounted therapy. Some therapists might offer services on a sliding scale basis. There might be books that you can read on the subject. Also, group therapy is often a cheaper alternative to individual counseling. There might also be free support groups. Hope that this all works out!
Since it likely interferes with employability I suggest that you contact the Division of Vocational Rehabilitation in your area (it's a state program) and seek help through them. They can, and it's at no cost to you.
> I guess I'm covering up some type of deep-seated depression or inadequacy. Yeah, that's what they all will be telling you. Isn't is more like you enjoy exploring people's emotional states and behaviour, and you have a talent on influencing those? What is the reason you are seeking help? Is it because other people are telling you that you are somehow wrong? Or is it because YOU are having a problem? If so, please explain why you are feeling unhappy about your lying.
