Come in and complain!

Snow. Where is sweet Spring?

 

I am still annoyed at the council's attitude toward my invaders. Namely woodworm and some type of beetle. The other day, there were five of them going up and down the cracks of the floor boards. They have wings and can fly. I heard of a plug you can get which sends out a noise that insects don't like. I wonder where one can purchase one. I am really annoyed at these beetles, i mean they are determined individuals. I have killed a few and beheaded a few and blew up a few wood worms with all purpose bleach.

 

Where are the songs of Spring, ay, where are they?

 

Could you find them?

It's dark and pouring today. I suppose more spring like, but this no sunshine buisness is really kicking the crap out of my mood.

 

Think not of them; thou hast thy music too!:tongue:

 

I'm really pissed with men at the moment, they just can't keep their mouth shut sometimes.

 

Also, I cut my finger today and it stings like a bitch.

 

I've got a bit of a headache and I'm not sure why, I think it's dehydration

 

me too have had this pressurery ache around me head for like two days now ..........wonder if its the warm weather hmmm .

 

I did 60 squats yesterday as part of my work out. My legs hurt!

 

It looks like I wont be going to college next year becuase I don't have a job and I need the bank loan to start paying for stuff now, and my mom wont sign for it becuase she thinks I'm going to leave her in 20 thousand dollar debt. I feel like shit, I have absolutely nothing to look forward to now. It was the only thing keeping me going, and now it's gone. Fuck you life and your ass kicking ways.

 

crucifieddreams..
i have some friends at uni that get no financial support from their parents...its quite hard for them but they manage to scrape by andi live in london where everythings expensive...

if you really want to do it surely there must be a way?

 

Yup. It's called working my ass of for a year and trying to get in again next year. I don't have 20 grand, there's no way I could do it without my parents.
I guess I was mistaken when I thought it was a parents responsibility to put their kids through school.
There's a lot of this situation that plays into why I'm upset that I haven't talked about.

I've been in bed all day, and that's where I'm going back too.

 

Damn, that sucks balls Crucified dreams. Does she know how important it is to you? How come you need 20 Kubricks, is it really that expensive?

:grouphug:

 

To live, pay tuition, buy equipment, yes.

She knows. She keeps telling me if it was important to me, that I would have a job, and that since I don't, I must not want to go.

I'm so out of it today. I just slept for two more hours. Make this day be over.

 

Why do people go and watch a dance band and not dance, go home and watch the telly.

 

"Don't talk to us until you give us an apology."
I've spent the last six hours wandering around town becuase I'm to proud to suck it up and go home.
I don't think I've ever been so cold.

 

Maybe they can't dance without looking like they're having an epileptic fit, maybe they're too shy to dance in public, but maybe they like the music?

 

I have to wait a whole month until the next grand Prix...

 

i've just been generally depressed recently. dont' know why. can't seem to shake it. sunshine or not, nothing seems to help.
i don't want any sympathy ... just wanted to share. it's been one of the reasons that i've been a bit quiet.

*crawls back into a hole*