Over a month and I'm losing my mind and it still hurts so bad and the flopping around. I want to be strong but I don't know if I am strong enough.
I know this is an old post ..just checking in on how you've been ? I quit cold turkey from 7 years of that exact daily dose (160mg) in a Ca. State Prison ......Fucking HELL (made kicking heroin feel like a mild cold). When people asked me how bad it is I would respond "if a genie popped up and said he could end the pain if I saw my leg off with a state issue plastic butter knife I would" & really would...at the time. It was Hell and it took forever to get as close to normal as I naturally could (4-5 months) but it did get better and am now free from 'Lord Methadone'......and now that I look back, I'm very grateful that said "genie" never appeared in my cell because one of my favorite past times is walking to the park with 2 year old daughter (first child).. Life's a trip