Codeine

Thats exactly how the 50 k-pin day went. Benzos have a way of bringing on the "I'll have one more."
*5 minutes later "Damn I havent taken one for awhile, i'll have one more."
*5 minutes later (you see where this is going)


Then you only stop when you:

1. run out
2. a friend takes them from you (warning: if you try this the benzo man may react violently)
3. you lose them
4. you pass out (cycle is likely to resume upon waking)
5. you just plain cant move anymore . . . (cycle is likely to resume upon regaining use of arms, legs are unnecessary even if there in the other room)

 

I don't really know what all happened. I blacked out after the first few pills and my memory didn't seem to kick back in for another couple of days. I hadn't been eating them long enough to build up any kind of physical dependance, so there really were no withdrawals. The fukt up thing is, if I had taken a couple of them everyday until they were gone....I probably would have developed a physical dependance and it could have been way worse than what actually did happen. I'm just thankful I'm still alive.

 

Please stick around man.

We need more people like you who actually know what the fuck they are talking about.

 

Eggzakly. It's like a buffet.

 

Seriously, I've lost entire weeks to benzos. There’s nothing like coming to with no money or drugs in your friends bedroom having no recollection how you got there. When you find your friend, you ask him what day it is. He says Tuesday. And your like "Holy shit I don’t remember anything since we got those two days ago. Your friend starts to laugh and says "Nawww yo. You been doing xanax for the last WEEK and two days. . . ."

"Oh my god. What did I do . . . "

*tales of wackiness ensue

 

Yeah man. Been there. I remember one night me and 3 friends got 50 bars for $150 and the 4 of us split it up evenly and they were all gone the next morning. Another night, I got 60 blue footballs and me and 2 friends ate all of them before the night was over. Crazy shit happens in the midst of a xanax binge, and nobody can remember any of it. I have quite the love-hate relationship with alprazolam.

 

... and REHAB is the next logical step in that cycle...

 

Nah. It was the last straw for me when I ate 28 blue footballs and shattered my knuckle when I punched a wall.

 

Man...

I hate to be the one to say it... but you two are gonna end up dead. Relax with the pharms guys!

 

I know exactly what you mean. Sometimes i think I do it just to laugh at the stories of the rediculous things that I did and have no reccolection of.

You have no idea, look around for some of my adderall hijinks . . . .

 

I have. Like I said, breaking my hand was the last straw for me, and I'm gonna steer clear of xanax from now on.....or at least large amounts of xanax. I'll stay within the 10mg range.

 

See, I hate that kind of shit.

To me, thats like the guy who gets drunk one night and beats his kids, but doesnt give two shits about it the next morning because he was 'sooo fucked up.'

Thats good man, thats what I like to hear.

Excess kills!

 

Cmon now. thats not fair.

I have no kids nor would i beat them, even on xanax. My xanax blackout storys normally consists of climbing and subsequently falling out of trees, sleeping in inapropriate places, and generally making a complete ass of myself in front of total stranges. No harm is ever done, except to myself.

There was that one time I went hunting at night on the 50 k-pin day . . . .

 

Thats what I'm saying man...

If you can do all this shit so often and look back on it afterwards and think its fine, you should get yourself some help man. That behavior is not fine.

Sorry to preach, or sound like an ass, but I dont wanna see anyone dead or in a coma from stupid shit that could have been prevented using some self-restraint and common sense.

 

Sombodys always gota be the buzzkill and kill these threads . . .

 

Alright, kill yourself.

You're well on your way. "CUZ PILLZ R SO COOL LIKE CHEYA!"

Grow up, use some self-control eh?

 

I love how in 4 pages of postings, not a single response really had anything at all to do with the OP.

 

Sorry guys let me clarify! I LIKE xanax better than anything in the world...well besides oxycontin and percs, but had to go to rehab a few months back for my xanax addiction. I did get some perscribed to me last week though and it tempted me to go down the wrong road again.

I took 3 tylenol w/ codeines and my depression was gone but I didn't like them enough to develop an addiction so I was just curious why docs don't perscribe those as an off label use especially considering opiate deficiency is sometimes a cause of depression.
HUGS

 

what website did you order them from?

 

I accidentally took 7 10mg's of ambien on an airplane and did weird shit on it. I swore there was an indian food buffet and unlimited champagne. When we landed I was walked to baggage claim and I don't remember much of anything else.