i am sort of new to all of this. i've been str8 for most of my 62 years on this planet. my last gf turned me onto cock and cum and i've loved it ever since. my problem is finding cock to suck in my area. due to my age, 99% of the cock i find doesn't want an old man like me to suck them off. i've thought about hiring a cock but of the few i have found in my area...no way...too many tatts and most look too scummy. tattoos really turn me off although i have one on my arm. it is a small one...got it when i was in thailand during the nam war. every morning, i wake up thinking about sex of some kind. somedays, i want pussy and other days i want nothing but cock and then there are those other days when i want both cock and pussy at the same time. my ass is sort-of virgin. i got ass fucked about 40 years ago and liked it but it was a one-time deal. i can still recall the cum dripping out afterwards...mmmmm. then about 10 years later, while i was a long haul trucker, i got fucked in my ass again in my truck's sleeper in a rest area. he shot his load in my ass in about a minute. i still remember his cum dripping out...omg...loved that feeling. so it has been over 25-30 years since my last ass fuck and i would love to experience it again but this time i want it longer than 2-3 minutes and would love for the person to be a heavy cummer too. i'm tired of finally finding a cock to suck and then being rewarded with only a drop or 2 of cum. what a letdown. sometimes to satisfy my cum cravings, i will hire an escort in evansville, indiana or louisville, ky or nashville, tn and will request them to bring along another man so i can watch them fuck and then suck his cum out of her pussy afterwards. some will do this and some will not. i love to eat skinny motel maids that look like they just fucked someone. sometimes i will order a pizza using my gay voice instead of my str8 voice in hopes of a getting some cum on my pizza or in my mouth. i've been lucky and have sucked off many pizza delivery guys and some have returned later for another one. sometimes when a hot looking woman delivers my pizza, if she looks cool enough, i will give her a bigger tip...$15-20...and then tell her i would love to buy or rent her dirty panties or other things for a price. some have called me lots of names whereas others have sat on my face and let me jackoff and shoot my cum on their titties then lick them clean. i miss the old days when i could tip the hotel clerk and he or she would have someone come to my room to service me. the last few days i have been wanting a cock to suck. but there are none in my area...would love to suck a cock several times a day and be watched or caught by a hot looking woman.
