now obviously everyone knows that the chemicals in your brain may be imbalanced so you're feeling sad for no apparent reason... but is it possible to have them go the opposite way? i've never heard of it before... but i'm always so fucking happy and gleeful and giddy.. and i dont even do drugs anymore! at the moment, the women i love is off at basic training, and i want to feel sad... but i cant! even if i try! i stepped on a nail today that went almost clear thru my foot, and i wanted to call myself stupid and get mad at people, but i couldn't! i was happy that i stepped on the fucking nail! lmao, i'm laughing right now.. i've been like this on and off for over a year, but its been in full-effect since early june or so. obviously i dont want to go to a doctor and get prescribed for this (would they even do that..), but i'm just curious. yeah.