Chatablanca ..

It's not just forgiveness either. Trust. OMG Trust!
And there's no way to rebuild trust if he can't tell you the whole story.

I'm so sorry you're going through that.

I don't know if a SL mass-wedding would be fun or dangerous. :devil:

 

i suspect it would be both. like a burning man.

i have to get some stuff done around here. ill be back later

 

Nothing beat a cuppa tea.

Decompressing from having been social. My brain feels mushy.

It is also day 2 1/2 of no weed! Jittery and snappy but it's going a lot better than any other attempt to quit. Maybe I'll actually make it this time!! Currently, one week is my best attempt over the past few years.

 

I like the dark reds and violets too... This one I have now, well sort of had, is deep rust colored center with yellow outer pedals. Never actually saw this variety before I bought this place. Too bad it had to pass so soon... Just a few hours at the most and it was gone.

 

I ran out over a week ago... Wasn't wanting a break, just ran out with no way to replace it. You don't realize how much it's helping the pain until it's gone... Doesn't help the psyche to be out this long either.

 

That super sucks. You're right about the psyche thing. When you come to rely on a good medicine and it goes away, there's a bit of a mental spiral.

I started self medicating for anxiety but in the long run, my habit has caused more problems than it helped. All it does is just mask my anxiety and I end up not really sorting out my problems at all.

 

water the iris ty it may spring back up :daisy:

 

I did... It's just gonna lay there. It was already quite wilted when I got back home.

 

i rearranged in the bedroom, so that i can point the fan at my side of the bed. its supposed to stay pretty warm this week.

today just sucks.

 

the pharmacy here offers blister packs with your meds in little pop-bubbles in the right order and time/day etc.....free service....

''blister packs''

day stayed nice ....gonna be a nice sunset too

 

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sJ9_CCxg7O8"]bullshit - YouTube

im losing my mind too.

 

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QhrjMyMQmZc"]Ozzy Osbourne so tired HQ - YouTube
nobody really likes this song, but its one my favs ..

 

Heaven calling, gotta go..

Alice..

 

Ozzy is touring:2thumbsup:

 

he probably gets paid just to show up and mumble now..

 

Speaking of....Never see a Dylan concert.

 

i seen dylan with the dead a few times,, I was just there for the dead..

 

Dylan is awesome...mind you I was always right in front.....

isis

http://vimeo.com/61341838

 

I was so glad I saw him with Santana.
Santana was fantastic!
Dylan...Even the songs I knew every word of since I was a child...I couldn't follow the mumble.

 

I always respected bob for being reclusive